Winter Wonderland

Life can be difficult at times, especially when your a teenager and happens to be a college student. You gotta learn how to balance everything, from family, assignments, friends to managing your own life. Well the key is time management I know but that's one thing I'm not really good at=.="
despite knowing how significant its importance is. But yea, I'm totally suck at It hence, sometimes I feel as if my life is a total wreckage, trapped in a twisted metal because of my own undoings.

Tho, looking at the bright side, I know I've experience a lot just by going through all those stuff, way a lot more than if I just concentrate on just one thing in my life.

Trust is important and somehow relates to our own well being I guess, but I do have a sense of mistrust just like everyone else, mistrust in another soul or mistrust in ourselves. But when Trust outweighs mistrust it can give birth to Hope...

Hope that a person is good, hope that we will be successful in whatever we pursue, Hope that the world can be a better place and Hope that everything will end up okay.... when we believe in everything that we hoped for and only then we can know what true Faith is. Faith that we're always gonna be alright no matter how hard the waves hit.

Faith that there is always going to be a better tomorrow even if it feels like there's none.
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Perfect, perfect, perfect...
I guess sometimes we gotta except that not everything have to be 'perfect',
or have the capacity to be 'perfect'.
Situation, things or people is not 'perfect',
'perfect' as in everything is as WE expect them to be,
we have to realize
we can't hope that they'll be like what we WANT them to be.
That is just selfish.
It's all about compromises.

What s a perfect life anyway? Is it full of joy, love, fame and fortune?
No one knows.
But one thing is for sure:
Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we cry, and sometimes we laugh till we cry.
That, for me, summarizes what a perfect life is.

:')

Then my cousin paid a visit, they brought the wacom tablet that I've been asking for since they have never used it nor ever plan to lol, woot xD I have the exact same one a few years back but It's broken due to...erm...curiousity:p So decided to give it a go. Notice my hamster-shaped mouse, no seriously! XD

To use mouse, just let it stare where you want to point like so:p
Alrite,lets get back to topic, so I did a few quick sketches, kinda like on how it feels:) It beat using a mouse anyday.(no offense mousie)

*nom nom*

Hamster infestation!!!!1111oneone lol. They're everywhere!!! Halp mi!

Sniffing each other's butt.

Gay moment, aw, ain't that cute?

It's been a while since I post up any photos, mostly because I'm lazy lol. So here, some of the photo I've taken this past few months:)

Took this photo awhile back, a dying butterfly went inside our house. Managed to snap some shots. Convert it to B&W to give it a timeless look.

I wanna focus on the texture of the wings, looks kinda like a snow-covered hill side.

Some final photo before its demise. 

The photos below are pendrive that I've modded myself to give It a 'Steam-punk' look. Not too shabby if I do say so myself:)

An angel taken from an old pendant, glued Its butt to the cap.

Made from a variety of parts I found in my house. Then just spray painted everything in gold color.

All of those springs are for ornamental purpose only so don't expect them to move lol.

That thing in the background is actually my broken graphic card's heat sink:)

Final shot. Too bad it's only 1gb:p

Laptop USB Fan lol

My old verde buster Gundam, underexposed and use a flash to illuminate the centre of the frame to emphasize on its AWESOME-NESS :P

My last sem work, we're suppose to advertise for BMW. Got an excellent mark for this lol.

Well, got so much more but I'll post'em next time. Thanks for viewing:D

But that's where the problem lie as well, the longer the dateline is the lazier I am, can't seem to kick the habit of doing last minute work/assignment/tasks or whatever they're calling it now(when I say last minute, I meant literally LAST MINUTE)lol.

Sigh, oh well. If only I have the luxury of time.

I guess time really does govern EVERYTHING, from the moment of our birth, our life span, and death. Work, play and everything else in between. Time Time TIME, I need time to do my assignments,but most importantly........so I can laze around some more:p

But yeah seriously, don't you ever feel like you don't have anything to talk about sometime? Too tired to talk about anything and just bask under the thoughts of nothingness.....Hah! I don't even know what that last sentence mean. o.O"

Well, thats all for now, thanks for reading neways,peace yo.